The Trickiest Part of Blogging isn’t Blogging

This post is sponsored by KinderCare

One of the best parts of this odd blogging career I’ve found myself in is the huge amount of flexibility I have.

When we decided to move to North Carolina so that Bart could attend a full-time MBA program in 2013, it made basically no difference to my work to be in North Carolina instead of Texas.

Similarly, when we moved to Arizona for a couple of months for an internship, then to London, then back to North Carolina and finally settling in Arizona, my work went on pretty smoothly. As long as I have an internet connection and a library card, I’m basically set.

What is significantly more tricky is child care.

Right now, I work around 20-25 hours a week.

Six of those hours are with a babysitter coming to our house and playing with the three little girls while I lock myself in the office and plow through as much work as I possibly can.

Another ten are during nap and quiet time every afternoon while the two big girls are at school.

And the rest are in the evening as needed (in the past, I had the goal not to work any evenings, but since we’ve launched London Littles, that’s just not feasible right now).

Just yesterday, I happened to be chatting with a man working an event I was attending, and when he found out I worked from home and had four children, he said, “So are they just pretty good at letting you work?”

Um, no.

In a perfect world, I’d have a complete division of work and home life, but . . . surprise, there’s no perfect world. And sometimes I just have to finish something up while they’re around.

But as much as possible, I try to have clear space in my schedule for getting work done and then time where I can focus on the girls and our home life.

We’ve tried so many different things over the years when it comes to child care.

Our first foray was a friend of ours in Texas who did a very small (five children) in-home preschool once a week. It took several weeks for Ella to warm up, but once she discovered how much more fun it was than running errands with me, she was all in.

And for me to have two entire child-free hours once a week felt like a miracle. I had just started my first freelance job and having dedicated time to pound out three articles a week was amazing.

Three different years, we’ve done a co-op preschool which I loved on the weeks when I wasn’t in charge and . . . didn’t love on the weeks I was. I’m obviously a slow learner, but it has become clear to me that teaching a co-op preschool is not one of my gifts.

And we’ve had a rotating cast of babysitters.

I love being able to work in my office and have my girls nearby, plus the ease of popping out to nurse the baby or put her down for a nap, but, whew, finding and keeping a babysitter is not easy.

I’ve had a couple of younger babysitters and while they’re great for date nights or an occasional afternoon, I’ve found that they usually have a hard time committing to weekly babysitting and they cancelled almost as often as they came, which, as you can imagine, is not ideal when you’re juggling a bunch of deadlines (and weirdly, big corporations don’t love emails saying “sorry about that article I promised, but my babysitter is a little tired and has a lot of homework so could I send that in next week?”).

Right now, we have a fantastic babysitter, but she’s only here through the end of summer while her husband does an internship in Arizona. After that, they’ll both be returning to full-time school out of state.

This year, when we made the decision to send Ani to a real preschool, it felt like a huge change.

We’d never sent any of our children to a non-home preschool, let alone five days a week.

But when we took a tour and met the teachers and the director and the aides, I knew Ani would have a great experience. Ani’s teacher is a former kindergarten teacher who switched to kinder prep after having triplets (!!!) and she is just THE best.

I’ve loved watching her skill at interacting with all these different little (and big) personalities – she’s basically made to teach young children.

As the year has gone on, I’ve been so glad for that consistency and routine in her life, that she always has a social outlet, and that she has a whole new set of adults who care about her and love her (I also love that nearly every adult in the school knows my other children’s names too and greet them by name during drop-off or pick-up).

It’s always hard for me to let my children leave, but I’ve come to recognize what a gift it is to find other adults who can help your children grow and develop in ways that you might not be able to.

We’re in a pretty good routine this year between our babysitter, Ella’s school, and Ani’s preschool, but when I occasionally have to travel, it can get pretty tricky.

When we first moved here, I felt so anxious about how I was going to have my children taken care of for a couple of days while I went to a conference or blogging event.

Then a friend of mine suggested that I see if Bart’s company had any relationships with childcare centers. This would have absolutely NEVER occurred to me, but after a little digging it turned out that indeed they did (HR never makes it very easy, do they?).

And that relationship was with KinderCare.

I’d seen KinderCare locations in many of the cities I’ve lived in, but I knew almost nothing about them until two years ago.

Bart’s employer chose KinderCare as their designated childcare provider, and so, when I was trying to figure out how in the world to leave for a couple of days when I knew very few people in the area and have no family close by, I looked up KinderCare and discovered that there was one just around the corner from our home.

I called them up, talked to the delightful director, and arranged for a tour so that I’d feel comfortable about taking my children there when the need arose.

I love that they have so much experience in helping working families (they opened their first location in 1969), and that they have a ton of experience and really great teachers.

I also love that they have more than 1400 centers in 38 states – after so many moves, I get a lot of peace of mind from knowing that, if we move again, I won’t have to start back at square one for childcare.

Knowing that I have somewhere safe and educational to take my children (and that won’t cancel on me because of a sore throat) when I need it most gives me the flexibility to be able to pursue some of my dreams.

I couldn’t have imagined when I was little that I’d get to have this amazing job, and I am grateful every day for the people who help my family and me make it work.

I love KinderCare’s focus on building confidence in children, and how their focus on families gives me the confidence and peace of mind to be able to focus on my work when it occasionally takes me away from home.

Because when I’m away, the most important thing is that my babies are being taken care of until I can come back to them.

Photos by Christie Knight Photography

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15 Comments

  1. I love this statement: “I’ve come to recognize what a gift it is to find other adults who can help your children grow and develop in ways that you might not be able to.” I feel exactly the same way about my son’s various sports coaches and now his drum teacher. It’s so great to have lessons taught or reinforced by another adult. I find he just needs to hear things said another way or said by an adult who is not his parent. It’s so great. Bring on all the activities!

    Side Note: Who takes all these beautiful photos that you use in your posts? I would have thought that that was the hardest part of blogging since you need someone else to do it. 🙂

    1. Yes! I felt the same way about my own teachers and coaches as a child or teenager – they could teach me things that I would not have been receptive to from my own parents.

      Pretty much all the photography on my blog now is done by Christie Knight (there’s a link to her at the bottom of the posts that she’s done the photos for). Because, yes, getting in your own photos is SO tricky. Having her do it has made my life a thousand times easier and she is so much better than I am! (Just another instance of letting someone else do what they are good at instead of trying to do everything yourself!).

  2. Ok, so I’m confused. How does kinder care work? Is it a drop in place you can take the kids to a couple hours here and the re? Have you even really used it?

  3. Omg, I just reread my last comment and I am so sorry it came out like that! Im hoping you didnt take it to be as rude as it sounded when i saw it. That was not my intention. I was trying to ask how it works and how you use it. Is it like a drop off day care you can bring the kids to whenever or more like a scheduled committed thing you reserve ahead of time? Thank you for the post. I’m always interested in what other moms do for childcare.

    1. No offense taken! I know all too well how hard it is to convey in text what would be very clear in person.

      It’s primarily the latter – a more scheduled/committed thing like day care or preschool, but if there is availability, you can use it as needed. When I first discovered it in early 2016, I called a couple of the locations (there are about 10 in our area) and some of them didn’t have space for occasional care because first priority goes, as it should, to the families that are enrolled full-time or on a daily basis.

      But other locations did have the space for families like us that just need an occasional child care option (I really only need backup child care when I’m traveling a couple of times a year). You do still have to register your child beforehand, so it’s not a total last-second thing, but I LOVE knowing that if one of our regular babysitters isn’t available for two or three straight days while I’m gone, I’m not scrambling to piece-meal together a child care solution.

      They have a whole bunch of options, from after-school to all-day, which is helpful for families like ours that have school-aged children and toddlers and infants.

      Anyway, probably more than you wanted to know, but I hope that’s helpful! 😉 I’m with you – childcare is such an interesting and challenging issue for so many families. I read about other countries and their options and I’m like “well. . . that sounds easy.”

  4. I loved what you said about other people being able to help your kids in ways that you cannot. That’s exactly how I feel about Em and her preschool. Those ladies have made such an impact on her these last few months. They’re saints.

  5. I find how other families (and people) handle similar issues so interesting! I barely work outside the home but the little I do, setting up sitters for it makes up about 75% of the stress in my life! Also amazed that you can work that many hours with all your little ones! Makes me appreciate more the work you put out!

  6. I used to say that there were too few years between asking my parents permission to go out and asking a high school student for permission to go out. We didn’t use a sitter very often so I paid well so that when I asked they’d be happy to come. I’m glad those days are in the past!

  7. I’d love to read a post about your experience freelancing- I’m a new stay at home mom and I’d love to do some freelance writing, but I don’t know how to get started, what to expect, how to balance it with babies… it’s scary.

  8. Loved this .. its so true “I’ve come to recognize what a gift it is to find other adults who can help your children grow and develop in ways that you might not be able to.”

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