Star Turns One

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Yesterday, Star turned one.

I’ve done a terrible job of documenting her first year on my blog (I did monthly posts for a whole entire four months before I stopped and never did one again, which I regret).

But that lack of posting is no indication of our ridiculous affection for her. Our whole family is basically obsessed with her.

She started early attempts at walking over a month ago and now walks almost exclusively. She’s also into everything, pulling out the kid dishes, the DVDs, the books, and everything under our bathroom sinks in an endless loop. I’d kind of forgotten about this stage.

She also wants to be involved in whatever the rest of the family is doing. If we’re reading a book on the couch, she wants to join in. If we’re eating, she better be in that high chair too. And if we’re all snuggling in bed in the morning, she will let you know that she is unhappy about being on the floor.

She is a HUGE eater, and Bart and I joke all the time that we’ve never actually seen her get full – we just stop feeding her when we’re tired of providing food. She’ll routinely eat an entire banana just as a warm-up and then eat a full meal. She can knock back three clementines in a row for a snack without blinking an eye. And she still nurses four solid times a day. I’m dying to know how much she weighs at her doctor appointment next week and where she is on the growth charts (updated: she was 19lb, 14oz which put her at 50% and 30 inches long which was 74%. Her head was 18 1/2 inches, which was 93% – we like our babies big-headed around here).

The older girls both love Bart, but if they’re hurt or sad or overly tired, they usually pick me. Not Star. She is a daddy’s girl through and through, and she can’t get enough of him. Occasionally, she’ll grab my legs and then look up and discover it is me and scoot over to Bart. It’s just so cute – I don’t mind a bit.

She developed a habit months ago of holding her pacifier clip when she’s tired and rubbing it on the side of her nose. It’s a dead giveaway that she needs to be put in bed immediately.

And she is a huge fan of her pacifier. By the time Ani was about 8 months old, we only gave her the pacifier at night (once we went to London, we also kept one in the stroller because it was one of the few ways we could convince her to stay in), but Star always has hers clipped to her clothing, and loves that thing. She must be a pretty aggressive sucker too, because she has already completely destroyed one pacifier, something that took the older two girls years to do.

Her hair is just barely starting to come back in and is getting a bit shaggy around the ears, and I just want to rub her little head all the time. Whenever I do, I think of the first moments after her birth – Bart was holding her and she was looking around with her big eyes and then he started gently rubbing her head and she closed her eyes and just settled right in.

And she’s definitely a brown-eyed girl. I think she looks a little bit like my sister, Merrick, with her dark, wide-set eyes. If Merrick is any indication, Star has good things to look forward to in the looks department.

Star also wants to snuggle everything in sight. When I got my flu shot at Target, the pharmacist gave her a little stuffed dog and Star immediately tucked it under her chin and held it close with both arms. Yesterday, we went to the grocery store and Bart handed her a little bag of bulk fruit and she tilted pulled it up to her ear, tilted her head down against it and held on with both arms. If there is any possibility of snuggling something, she’s going to do it.

I’ve never felt particularly like my children were growing up too fast, but with this sweet little girl, I feel like her first year raced by and she’s growing up too fast.

Almost every night, when I’ve finished nursing her on the bed in her room, I stand next to her crib, rock her for a moment or two while she fights to keep her eyes open and whisper, “Thanks for being my baby.”

I just love this little girl.

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  • Reply Ash February 19, 2016 at 1:59 pm

    You had me 😭😭😭 at the end. So sweet! Happy birthday, pretty girl!

  • Reply Karen February 19, 2016 at 3:46 pm

    She is a cutie and we miss her, especially the little pats on the back she gave when we held her. Hard to believe that she is already one though. Hope she enjoyed her b-day and if it hasn't yet come, her present is on the way :).

  • Reply Katie February 19, 2016 at 5:57 pm

    great post.

    So sweet!

  • Reply Paige Flamm February 19, 2016 at 6:07 pm

    "Thanks for being my baby", seriously the sweetest thing ever. She is just so darling.

  • Reply BrittWilk February 19, 2016 at 7:51 pm

    i've only had 1 out of 4 that honestly grew up to fast. and 1 that, to be truthful, grew up too slow. but we made it! whew! 🙂

  • Reply Cami Hall February 19, 2016 at 8:05 pm

    She's adorable!

  • Reply Jodi February 19, 2016 at 9:02 pm

    She's a doll. I wrote a letter to atticus every month his first year, and with evelyn i tried but felt like I just had nothing to say. How's terrible is that? I finally just gave up. But I took a picture of her everyday, so that should count!

  • Reply Kristalyn February 19, 2016 at 11:14 pm

    I came across your blog and really enjoy it! Happy birthday to your sweet girl (sounds like my little 14 month old in the food department, but my little babe only has hopes of that much hair by age 2…!).

    I don't usually comment, but just wanted to share a little Gilbert gem that you guys may enjoy. Near the Riparian/library, there is a little backyard rescue farm with several farm animals. The owner keeps food out there so everybody can feed the animals. It's really a great place and I would highly recommend it, especially while the weather's nice! It's near E Olney Ave and 164th St in Gilbert. (We usually drive back there just in case there's not enough patience/energy to make it all the way back to the car.)

    Just wanted to share!

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  • Reply Monica Packer February 21, 2016 at 5:44 am

    OK, thanks for making my eyes sting with that last moment. She is such a doll, a true sweetheart. I hate how babies grow so quickly!

  • Reply Jessica February 22, 2016 at 3:00 pm

    I'm turning into one of those people who can't understand that it's already been a year. Don't you have a newborn?

  • Reply Jenae February 22, 2016 at 10:45 pm

    It's a little wild that our babies turned one. Also, I often ask myself if Eli didn't pull EVERYTHING out of EVERY space or I have just blocked that part of his childhood out of my brain.

  • Reply According to Kiki February 23, 2016 at 7:08 pm

    How cute is your little one! Oh, and congrats on her turning the big 1! I think it's so adorable that she loves to snuggle everything. Certainly not a bad trait. (;

  • Reply A Moving Story February 24, 2016 at 1:44 am

    Happy Birthday! It's amazing how fast babies grow! Enjoy EVERY minute!

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